As Sr. Mary Lou Edwards posed this question (which she borrowed from Fr. R.B. Williams, OP) during her reflection this morning, she also added, “not who I was in the past, but who I am now?” My mind was off and running – How does being Dominican invite me, challenge me, call me to be fully who I am today? Does it make a difference that I am Dominican? – I thought to myself and does it speak to the truth of who I am? Continue reading →
The month of June is filled with commencement speeches designed to inspire and motivate graduates to fulfill their destiny and change the world. Recently, I attended the 2015 Ohio Dominican University graduation where Commencement speaker, Ohio Governor, John Kaisch, continued this tradition of encouraging our newest graduates to be agents of change in the world. In his remarks to this diverse and hope-filled group he stated: “What really matters in this world is doing whatever we can, providing whatever healing we can, to make the world a better place. The job of each and every one of us is to lift and change the world.” And he is right. Each of us, in our own way, is called to help bring about positive change – or in the words of Pope Francis, to help “wake up the world.” Continue reading →
I’ve often wondered what it means to be “called.” How does one hear God’s call or know that it is God who calls them? Is God’s call audible and clear? Is a call a thunderous event? Is a call real if it is filled with restlessness and confusion? Does one experience fireworks and a feeling of fulfillment upon accepting a calling? Is a call similar to answering a message? So many questions, and yet, the answers are unique to each person. Continue reading →
Do you get saddened by the suffering of so many in our world today? Is it hard for you to read or see the news when it is filled with violence and injustice? What can one person do to make a difference?
In one of his last “farewell” discourses, Jesus revealed that the Spirit would be given to the disciples to guide them, but Jesus didn’t reveal much more about the Spirit. In fact, he said: “I have much more to tell you, but you cannot bear it now.” (John 16:12)
If Jesus said that to me today, I would most likely say: “But, Jesus….” Or I can even imagine myself pouting: “Fine…I guess I’ll just have to Google it.”
The truth is that there are some things in life that are simply not enough to just read about. Think about your favorite author, TV show, app, games, and Facebook page. What a difference it makes to experience these things instead of just looking them up. I think that discerning a vocation for religious life is somewhat like that. We are invited to experience discernment, and not just read about it.
In this Sunday’s (Pentecost) first reading we hear that the Spirit filled the apostles and enabled them to proclaim the Gospel. Through baptism we receive the gift of the Holy Spirit, as well as the call to proclaim the Good News. How? It comes from letting God reveal it to us through discernment. It’s a journey.
The “Pentecost” experience:
In my journey, when I first accepted God’s love, all of a sudden I felt ignited by compassion and I felt urged to let others know about the love that God has for all. That fire was burning in me and I felt so alive. Ever since, the fire has been burning and I have found passion for God.
“I have so much more to tell you” (John 16:12a)
Proclaiming the Good News is a call for all the baptized. I prayed many times, “God, can you tell me how?” I so wanted God to reveal it to me, right then, right when I wanted. I wanted God to communicate to me whether I was called to share the love of God in a community of family or in a community of sisters. But God had much more to tell me…
“…but you cannot bear it now” (John 16:12b)
I didn’t know how to sort it out or discern and I felt it was too much and too big by its nature. I felt that I could not bear it alone.
What helped me?
One day, I ran into a quote: “Stop thinking so much and go where God takes you.” And that’s when I reached out for help and entered into deep discernment. I intentionally looked for God’s presence and guidance in daily happenings. Prayerfully walking the journey with spiritual directors, vocation directors and formation directors helped me reflect on vocation and helped me deepen my relationship with God. It also helped me reflect on what makes me come more alive so that I can be my best self and be fully present where God and the world most need me.
Ignited by the Spirit, all baptized have a baptismal call…What is yours? What helps you to be your best self so that you can fully be present where God and the world most need you?
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